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The Song Of Ontario

by Matt and Jun

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1.
We rose with the setting sun Like a train that never comes But always goes We left with our hands out To quell the doubt Of those who’d never find us Oh what it means to be alive In this dark night I think about it way too much Seek the light We left our homes behind To bear us in their mind Or let us go We followed railways west We fronted the night And sang for a new day Oh what it means to be alive In this dark night I think about it way too much Seek the light Be the light
2.
Settler Song 05:33
You know we shut down 10,000 indigenous voices You know there’s no going back to the way that it once was We took what we wanted screaming we deserve this And ever since we’ve forced them to disappear or to join us You know we trapped them in reserves and broken treaties You know we outlawed their culture and stole their identities You know they can’t cultivate the land the way that they once did You know they can’t fish and hunt the way they once did You know they can’t care for the land while we build our pipelines You know they can’t care for the land when there’s nothing left behind Oh Canada we built our homes on Native Lands Oh Ontario when you have no legs it’s hard to stand Haudenosaunee Anishnabe walkers of this Land Oh Ontario when you have no legs it’s hard to stand You know there’s a culture and a song and a drum You know there’s truth and wisdom that lasts for 7 generations You know there’s artists and walkers, storytellers and medicine You know there’s so much to learn if we could only sit and listen But we stand and we take and we take But we stand and we take and we take Oh Ontario when you have no legs it’s hard to stand Haudenosaunee Iroquois Anishinabe walkers of this land Oh Ontario when you have no legs it’s hard to stand Oh great lakes of old when you have no legs it’s hard to stand Water beautiful and cold when you have no legs it’s hard to stand You know we shut down 1,000,000 indigenous voices You know there’s no going back to the way that it once was We took what we wanted screaming we deserve this And ever since we’ve been trying to get them to disappear or to join us
3.
Leaving You 03:50
I saw you standing there With teardrops in your eyes Your smile could not disguise, oh You fell to me Each day I realize I hate saying goodbyes The memories terrorize You fell to me Never wanted nothing else yeah, To be myself and find my own path Leaving you and what we had was Never really part of that plan Now that I am walking alone Looking for a piece of my soul I start to think inside Maybe that home is you Hair, skin, lips With every piece of you Heart break grips Into my soul and it Hurts me It breaks me You meant to me I think of days gone by With teardrops in my eyes And strangers by my side, oh You told to me I don’t want you to go become the man I want you to go become It spoke to me Hair, skin, lips With every piece of you Heart break grips Into my soul and it Hurts me It breaks me Time stands still With every thought of you Hearts still linked Deep with your soul and it Hurts me It breaks me You meant to me I think of days gone by Beneath the deep blue skies The memories crystalize They’re here with me Today I realize The visions in my mind No longer terrorize You meant to me
4.
Gunny 04:05
We settled in the North when I was a child From overseas to a land remote and wild I ran away from home when I was a teen Studied visual arts with shattered self-esteem Somehow I ended back up in the North Cared for my ailing mother on Death’s door And now I’m the last of our line to stay And I am so old and I am alone almost every single day I want to move out to the east coast in a tiny home I want to drive into the water when it’s my time to go They shut down the train to Cochrane Can you hear the isolation talking Here the trees outnumber people Out here the old folks freeze and topple There’s an apocalypse coming But I’ll be gone before the culling My generation polluted the earth Soon we’ll be gone for what it’s worth I want to move out to the east coast in a tiny home I want to drive into the water when it’s my time to go And I am sorry for our greed Only art gives me release There is nothing I can speak Only art gives me release
5.
Listowel 05:22
On the day my brother died On the day our parents cried When the neighbours heard the sound Like a garage door coming down Our footprints gathered in the snow Led by God or something we don’t know Now some days I walk alone And look at stained glass church windows Someone said these boys are all Under a roof that never falls I still live in a hockey town Swirling memories that cannot be found But I don’t know what I’m longing for A muffled voice from behind closed doors The news reporters they don’t know Artists and lawyers they don’t know They write their words and sing their songs But soon the memory will be gone I can’t remember my brother’s face What could have been still cannot replace But I don’t know what I’m longing for A muffled voice from behind closed doors There’s no memories of you in my world No not even a trace Even the stories of our childhood long past They sit still longing to be found And I can’t believe What it’s done to me Let’s get together Feel what we can’t remember We are a hockey town
6.
Marathon 04:29
They founded our town on solid ground A paper company in Wisconsin On the canadian shield, Our souls to be healed By the life that to us was given What becomes of a town when the houses were built out of paper When the industry moves out in search of cheaper parts and labour When the mine shuts down when the mill moves out Will the people stay strong or falter Buildings were made here by volunteers Supplies came from marathon paper The company bell rang from the hill Signalling breakfast, bedtime, lunch, and dinner Under the sidewalks made of lumber Children searched for coins fallen from purses When any of us got lost in the forest The whole town made sure that we’d be found And they still do What becomes of a town when the houses were built out of paper When the industry moves out in search Of cheaper parts and labour When the mine shuts down when the mill moves out Will the people stay strong or falter Peninsula came home Home is what you make it Peninsula came home Home is what you make it
7.
Goderich 04:45
Someone answered my question with a question and Someone told me not to cry Someone overcame every good intention and Someone noticed you and I As we walked through the still streets of Goderich there was Something heavy on my mind On a path torn up by a tornado and past the new buildings I sighed Whoa these things whisper in my ear like ghosts Soon after we reached Lake Huron’s mighty shore And that great blue salt mine There we were told the story of eight years ago When someone there had lost their life Where a worker there saw the tornado approach And warned the others to leave While frantically rushed to shut down the machines The tornado arrived Whoa these things whisper in my ear like ghosts Maybe it’s true that the water needs the wind to stir it up Like Goderich and its many storms Though it make many an Edmund Fitzgerald still my cup It may yet overflow Whoa was it worth it all this time, this life? Someone answered my question with a question and Someone told me not to cry Someone overcame every good intention and Someone noticed you and I
8.
Sudbury 02:59
Where we grew up the rocks were black and sulphur spewed from the smokestack And noxious clouds they would come down from copper cliff with puckered lips We’d jump up off our bicycles and stay inside with the windows closed Until the smelting was done Where we grew up the trees were killed just miles and miles of barren hills And beneath our feet the tunnels deep would grow and grow entombed below Extracting ore no end in sight the molten slag glowing at night A desert moon with empty lakes We didn’t know we didn’t know that what brought us here would bring desolation We didn’t know we didnt know that what was keeping us here was destroying us To earn our pay we had to stay though all that’s green had gone away Our nickel sinks shipped all around our sulphur stink was world renowned When NASA sent their spacemen here, we knew the time to change was near Or else our fate would be sealed Regreening Sudbury took time we had to forgive ourselves our crime We could not change the past just change ourselves and hope to make things last All levels of the town took part so that our kids could have a start Here in the city of lakes Nature she comes back strong Still there’s much to be done
9.
Jackfish 05:30
Forest grows up and then it burns down And I am here in a ghost town Jackpine cones release their seeds Into the embers on the ground Jackfish was a little town Before the people moved on out And walking amidst the bushes and the trees I see ruined houses cars and memories Japanese people were once sent here To build the highway we hold so dear There’s a skeleton sitting on the tracks Looks like a lynx or a mountain cat The railroad spread like ivy vines The flowers bloomed in their own time Seasons pass and nothing stays Flowers rot, the province changed And here’s the sound of a lonely train Plaintively winding around the bay I pick blueberries near the rocky shore Nothing’s gone there’s only change Nothing dies there’s only change Nothing dies there’s only change It doesn’t have to die there’s only change

about

Travelling in a small Toyota Yaris across the province of Ontario for four months was a life-changing experience. We got to know so much about the province, and about ourselves, the world at large, and how we interact and interconnect with our environment and each other. We were awed by the hospitality, the creativity, the insights, the ingenuity, of people we met, from all walks of life. We learned about the value of listening to each other. We learned about nature and ecology in ways we had never before understood. We learned about history and economy and environment and how they impact life. We learned about tragedy and resilience. We learned about joy and time well spent.

It is impossible to express all of this in a single album of songs, or written reflections, or videos. The things we have shared are just a small glimpse into the journey. But hopefully they can inspire some thoughts, actions, creativity, joy, even in small ways, as we each undertake our own journey through life.

You can see some of the geographic locations and experiences we have had - and how they connect to the songs, videos, and writings we shared - by exploring this map:

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credits

released April 13, 2020

All songs and words by Matt and Jun.
All instruments and vocals performed by Matt and Jun with the exception of choir vocals on "Marathon" which also features Pat McArthur.
Most bits of songs recorded at the Knox Presbyterian Church in Walkerton or else at Matt and Jun's homes. Thank you to Bruce Graham for letting us use his recording equipment and bass guitar. Thank you to Carol Patterson for the rice crispy squares, and Reverend Megan and the rest of Knox Church community for being so supportive.
Thank you to Julia Hildebrand for the beautiful Song of Ontario cover art.
Thank you to Gunhild Hotte for the Gunny single cover art and website art.

Special thank you to our families: Paul, Sue, Pat, and Hannah McArthur; and Jae Park and Joanne Nam.

We could not have done this without our faculty advisor Stacey Ritz who provided for us without fail support and encouragement, a listening ear, and thoughtful words of advice and reflection.

And the biggest thank you to everyone on the trip who met with us and shared stories, and graciously supported us: Gunhild Hotte, Bob Spree, Bob Henderson, Roy Quachecagan, Cale Crowe, Eli Chilton, Francois Nadeau, Isaac Murdoch, Waasekom, Natasha Akiwenzie, Stan Johnson, Barry Zwicker, Colleen Macguire, Peter Smoczynski, Darrel Makin, Kim McGibbon, Kim and Danny Dalberg, Yolaine and Mike Kirlew, Terri Farrell, Raj Waghmare, Stan and Rosalyn Brubacher, Henny and Walter Tinholt, Bert and Dawn Dewsbury, Pat and Linda Sullivan, Chris Dube, Darren and Nicki Wilberforce, Barb Matthews, Bob Kaufman, Carlina Marchese, Shauna Fossum, Alex Paterson, Clifford Bull, Vicki Blanchard, Reilly Wells, Nicola and Derek Roque, Tom Keefer, Rich and Debbie Rae, Hennie and Walter Tinholt, Blair and Bonnie and Cam Skene, Bob Severs, Joe Rys, Jackie Penfold, Erin Archer, Shane Cheghano, Roger Marple, Scotland Morrison, Fionna Tough, Justin Tilson, Tim Poste, Tanis Hill, Quan Blunt, River-Christie-White, Greg Sadlier, Kate Fane, Tak-Ng Lai and Aster Lai, Jason Serrada and Kaileigh Russell, Yipeng Ge, Courtney Howard, Norman Perrin, Sarah Newbery, Eli Orrantia, Nan Fitch, Sue and Eric Hall, Rachelle Rocha, Michaele Penwarden-Watson, Ken McKenzie, Steve Black, and the many more we encountered during our journey.

Lastly, thanks to Drs. Jolie Ringash and Glen Bandiera for having the vision and generosity to support transformative learning experiences for students like us.

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Matt and Jun Hamilton, Ontario

We are 1st year medical students at McMaster University in Hamilton Ontario. From July-November 2019 we are going on a road trip across the province to learn more about the places and people who call Ontario home. We seek to express what we learn, see, feel, and hear in our journey as a musical album, that captures some of the essence of life in Ontario.​
Page Art by Gunhild Hotte.
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